I am so disappointed with you.
Or rather I am very angry with you.
Did you see a ghost when you saw me walking towards you?
I already had it coming when you turn cold towards me
Can even sense that you are avoiding me
My question to you is, what did i do to make you so scare of me?
Or maybe you just hated me?
I dont get it at all...
I have all sort of thinking flashing through my mind
"Maybe the way you reply me is your way of being close to me"
"Maybe the way you address me in email is because we are close"
"Maybe im just to sensitive"
"Maybe that is you, just you being you"
It is not like there is something going on between us
there is nothing!
Precisely because there is nothing going on, you make it even weird when you avoid me!
I am a girl, a lady, a woman.
why do i have to put up with all this?
You, as a man! Can you be more like man and dont treat me like a fool!
I am no fool! I know where i am going, i know where i stand and i know i will get nothing!
Be a man!

真之介™