看到你手上的戒指，我的心整個往下沉。
那種心情真實的可怕。
我的心在痛 


真之介™

Probably is the last message




真之介™

I am so disappointed with you.
Or rather I am very angry with you.
Did you see a ghost when you saw me walking towards you?
I already had it coming when you turn cold towards me
Can even sense that you are avoiding me
My question to you is, what did i do to make you so scare of me?
Or maybe you just hated me?
I dont get it at all...
I have all sort of thinking flashing through my mind
"Maybe the way you reply me is your way of being close to me"
"Maybe the way you address me in email is because we are close"
"Maybe im just to sensitive"
"Maybe that is you, just you being you"
It is not like there is something going on between us
there is nothing!
Precisely because there is nothing going on, you make it even weird when you avoid me!
I am a girl, a lady, a woman.
why do i have to put up with all this?
You, as a man! Can you be more like man and dont treat me like a fool!
I am no fool! I know where i am going, i know where i stand and i know i will get nothing!
Be a man!

真之介™

He is that one man who will not reply to a god damn message.

And

I am that one woman who cannot resist his presence.

真之介™

"What goes round comes round"

這句話 真的很適合用在我身上
每次我用在別人身上的招 結果都會被你用在我身上！

今天你終於逮帶機會找我查了吧
這真的讓我一直傻笑

我們是真的很像吧，我想怎麽相信

真之介™

我喊了

你的名字

我打了email

你回了

很開心！

真之介™

Sent from Galaxy Note Edge

今天想喊你的名字

只是想看看你會不會回應

真之介™

其實我們很相向 不笑的時候都捧著一個臉

今天的你站在我旁邊 是不是要跟我說什麽
感覺你好像有話要說 但卻沒說

我一直在懷疑自己
是不是最近我的冷漠把你推開
還是其實是你的冷漠把我推開？

今天是你第一次打電話給我
感覺很特別

今天你沒吃午餐 只喝湯
不餓嗎？ 我超想問 但問了又能如何
今天你趴在桌上睡覺
是不是不舒服？ 我又超想問

其實非常想關心 但我沒勇氣再前進
只怕你會離我更遠

真之介™

看你扶腰 就會想你是不是又腰痛

看你扶頭 就會想你是你是太累

看你沒帶便當 就會想是不是老婆沒做便當

習慣看著你

真之介™

I found you when Im not looking for love
But you wasnt the one

真之介™